Saya and Dia in Early stage slideshow

just mumbling around ..heee xp

Back when we are kids, we look at our brothers or someone’s success; it always gives inspiration to us. Yeah I don’t any sister. We always wonder how we’re going to be in that stage, how we look and what we do for living. Every step and decision that we made isn’t easy as we thought. If life is easy to live, Faith can decode. We always prepare to face anything, but we couldn’t. What is going to happen still going to be happen. As we live, as we compare ourselves and earth, we are just a small creature with millions of potential individually.

Sunrise and sunset differentiate morning and evening. It won’t stop until it told to be stop. How we live and how we think differentiate our maturity and how far we understand our purpose of living. Everyone have their own things to deal with. Hard and easy things are a must. How strong you are? How far you understand the meaning of all this? The answer is the result. It can’t be describe and it’s hard to explain.

By getting through the all this, bright and dark always waiting for us. You can choose either one. It’s easy to say we don’t want to live in the dark, sorrow and pain serving us everyday or the other story. The hardest part is doing. This is the time for you to show words aren’t just words or something else. This is the time when smile happily or you cried and just want to scream loudly. Regret and satisfaction plays role in our heart

Learning is our friend. Everyday we learned new things. Good or bad doesn’t matter. You just put a tick or cross just like filling a form. It’s up to you describe the do’s and don’ts. Someone will appear to help you to understand those things. After sometimes you seem to realize that you care for the people that want to see your success. But then it has option whether you will see they stay or they go. That is the way it has to be. It depends on how you handle it. Maybe a few days you locked yourself in your room. Sit in the dark. Tears flows like a river. And someday you will realize. it’s no point to hold back and do nothing. That’s the time you will become stronger than before.

To be continue. . . .

Today is something

Today I've been woke up with a phone call from the police department, i was kinda lazy to pickup the phone actually because i am still sleepy. another late night sleep..gosh its everyday i am having my late night sleep. forget bout that. the matter is about the phone call that i received this morning. it's a call for me, they asked me to come on 21st for fitness test. yeah i did apply to join the Royal Brunei Police Force also. One of our topic for today is fitness. Try to find out the level of your fitness if you have a free time. For me, My fitness level at the moment is quite low, i guess..i do sport 3 times a week. but for me its not enough to reach a stable fitness level. whatever, just wish me luck for the upcoming test.arassoo..heee :)

And another thing for today is the newspaper, i read through newsapaper for today and my highlight topic is people complaining about the HECAS new online application which was used February earlier this year. It was brought up to newspaper and its an interesting topic to read. My mum told me about it actually. It has an excuse actually why something goes wrong in this system because it was new system. Even i feel like a nub when im trying to use that new system in the first place. but it was not really tough actually and in logic ways, people using this system are the A level Graduate and Other collage. Should be classified as an educated people and comptuter literate. Error by the HECAS cause disappointment for some peoples. But i don't take this seriously cause i am focus in my own things right now.

The last thing is about me. I remembered my resolution for this 2009 is to see more light shines in me. I found the one who gave me the lights and im very thankful for that. but in generally, some part of me whisper there are a lots of things that i haven't achieve yet. It's like i'm the one who were sitting in the corner, hide myself in a party. im afraid to show myself because all i've got right now is less than other peoples had. but eventually patient is everything. pray for me to those who read this post. thank you and have a nice day.

Assalmualaikum

exhausted!

hey...how are you today everyone?? heee..1st of all. happy birthday to his majesty, may allah bless you with your kindness and being a excellent example to rule all people in Brunei Darussalam..Daulat Kebawah Duli Tuan Patik.

exhausted laa last nyte nyamu eyh..ahaha..you noe y? coz seminggu dah nda bsukan then come into men badminton dmlm..kpisan usulnya..ahaha..oh yeah..i used to do sport..and f i don't it may affect to my body..cpat tya kan damam 2 krg..msane ane g membri ijap oh..damam jaa kana ucp selesma bayi..mcmtaa diri ani memelihara bayi skandang..ahaha..but everone care..no doubt about it..its a freaking virus with no cure..sapa mau aa..alai pun nda mau 2..ahaa xp

you wanna see our tmpt keramat..ahaha..this is our dewan kemasyarakatan Kampong Kilanas..tpi panat..Kmpng Kilanas tpi d Bengkurong..heheh xp, usually we played at Kampung Parit..but tutup saja..nda maju bisnes..tukar tmpt laa..nda jua tahan..ayas saja tya..ahaha :p






yataa after that..on my way back home with my twnz..i cant even say a word..felt hard to breathe also meh..c apis ane bsgup tya jua..mkin tya lgi..heheh..but after blik umah..relax my muscles and mandi apa..brutaa okay..phew..heee..then n9ing fb jap..ahaha.smpt g 2..n n9ing msn..nunggu bulan tak timbul2..ttdo laa..heheh :P

today.i woke up at 8 in the morning..as usual..i do my own thing..then ceta2 with my cousin sblh about the written test..this afternoon nada buat apa2..fell bored jua ohh..because i have nothing to do..yataa blogging ane..mun nda waa..malass taa ku..ahaha :P, heard the mews bout garai buka tonight dbndr..but ntah..every year k garai2 plg neh..but nda tau taun ane..huhuhu...
i don't noe what will happen tonight coz its out of my ability to tell you..ahaha..but once again..Selamat Hari Keputeraan Kebawah Duli Tuan Patik..assalamualaikum

sorry for the unupdate thing'ing'..hehehe

GOOD MORINIG!!! heheh...i am so sorry for the inconvenient..hahaa..naleh ku ngapdate ane waa...hmm.. :P, i just want to have my own blog..thats it..so if people ask me if I have a blog..i can say yes and it feels like im not left behind..heheh...panya ada jua urg yg mencheck blog ku ane..pemas jua aaa..ahaha :P, today..i woke up and my mum gave me a letter from hecas..jubur..brutaa ada...i didnt get through any of the high institution that i had apply...i have my own way ryte now...seacrhng for a permanent job although its difficult...but i have to keep my head straight and never give up...mungkin nada rezekiku x dubd a2..heheh..

yesterday..i've started a new job at Kiarong...money invesment thingy..but i wish not to continue that job coz of my curiosity, another factor is that kinda job is very risky..heheh..for me..when we do a job..of course the offer is important..but also need a comfort in me to do a job..this kinda job is totally not suitable for me. so i decided not to continue..

To dia, thank you for giving me support everytym for anythng that i do...a girl who always there for me and being a bestfriend for me always..it's been 7 month now..i just wanna say thank you and thank god that i've found you..heee :), jubur you...heeee..




Thats all..sincerely from me...pas ney..update2 saja x..insyallah..have a nice day...peace!