This is the time of my life. i will mish everyone espicially you..love you so much

Time Of My Life


confesssion

Hey there. This is my last post before I leave for goods. I’m still at Brunei by the way I’ll be leaving for six months having my recruits training. Well my application being accepted. I am no longer a civilian now and I have to face this transformation way of life being an army.

Honestly I never thought or dreams to be an army until I found many advantages of being one of them. Well this decision will change my life. I have a responsibility and a career right now. Just wish me luck guys and pray for me to be safe always by the time I will be train at Penanjong Camp.

Before I leave this blog, I want to share story of peoples who always being around me especially my family who always support me in everything I do. It’s time for me to take my responsibility to make my family’s life better and I will do that and sure I will do and that’s what I dream for.

I am sorry if this post a bit formal than the previous posts. I apologize if do something wrong to you peoples who knows me, especially my family, friends, her, and peoples who knows me. We’re just human. The more we’ve try to be perfect the more mistakes we will do to guide us and learn from what we’ve done.

Sacrifice is the important thing in life. Yes it is. To achieve something that we dream for, these things will rise as a fuel to light up your courage. As this goes you never care every obstacle and difficulties that act like a devil whispering to your ears. Before I am person who wants to see things getting better and now I am person who wants to make things better. Words come as a plan and act when we’ve got an opportunity and this is the time. Head straight, step up, new page on my diary will be written.

6 month will be the hardest time of my life and I will my best to face it. Just give me support guys. I really need it. And honestly the people that I will miss the most are my family and her. I had once lived far with my family which makes me easier to deal with. But I’d never being far with her. This is the first time and I wish this is also the last I’m being far with her.










Her,

Face your day with smile,
Just like I’m beside you,
Even tough far,
I always feel that you always beside me

Do what should you do,
Don’t do what you shouldn’t do,
Bear in mind, I am going to achieve my dream,
It’s time for you to do the same thing

Even though far,
Don’t feel like you are alone,
Cause I’m always besides you,
Greet your morning and evening,

Love for you will never end,
It is you and always you,
So obstacle will be face with patient,
Tears shows that u r getting stronger


Miss,

I’m going to miss;
1) Our great time together.
2) Your smile.
3) Your voice.
4) The time you always be there for me when I sad.
5) The time you mad at me when I’ve done wrong.
6) To look into your eyes.
7) When we always make fun with each other.
8) To accompany you lunch when you are at college.
9) Online ‘ing’ with you.
10) To hold you in my arms.
11) To share stories with you.
12) When you say that you love me to.
13) When you play with my hands when I hold your hand while I am driving.
14) Our jokes that we always made.
15) To see your laugh that always makes me happy when I saw it.
16) The way you look me in the eyes, I can see the love comes from.
17) EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU.

17 things I miss about you.

Message from me to you

Since the day I found you and I decide that I will look after you until now, this feeling won’t be vanished in me. I will always look after you, even now that I’m far from you, our love will makes us feel near to each other. Your face will be my courage by the time I will be train.

Face your day like always you did. Even you lonely without me, just be strong. Okeyh. Concern about your study and jangan males2!.hehe.xp, I’m sorry I can’t be there on our 1st year anniversary..i love you and always love you. Just stay for who you are okei and stay teppau always..ahaha..6 months ney nda krasaaan ney keyh..dun think too much, wish that you love me forever and our plan goes smoothly. Amin.

Lastly from me, lots of love, kish and hugs for you. And do take care always what ever you do, and be patient and be strong always. I love you so much..emmmuahx!!!!!!hugs you, when you woke up in the morning, remember that I always greet good morning saying and have a nice day. When you are about to sleep at night, remember that i always greet you good night and give you a big hug. Whenever you crying cause you miss me a lot, remember that I always give my shoulder and calm you down. A new chapter of us will start. Remember, I always be your baby..mhwax288! love you 

Raya with her...x)

My spotlight of the year...best time of the year..ahaha..apakn..meress laa aku..xp, just wanna tell you with honour that this is the first i celebrate Raya with the one who i love the most..i've got complete family this year...n her who always complete me..thank you again..keep holding on bebeh...and attention to all of you..f u wanna describe us, just look the sincerity inside us..then u get the answer.as simple phrase for me to her..if there's other word than love to describe this feeling..i will search for it..coz after all...myself, i already dedicate it to you....x),peace x)

errr...raya's hugs...ahah xp, a2 jaa descriptionyaaa...




eseh3....nada description..lyat tya saja...ahaha..xp



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we are at Kupang..my friend's crib...heee...

Raya's picture with my friend

eseh...this is my exclassmate msa form 5 dua2 ane laa...ahaha..adli aka kiyai with his fiance.



this is my another exclassmate msa form 5. wafiy and his girlfriend and yg kai bju ijau 2 is girlfriendnya pnya sister.



This is my another exclassmate...tngginya mcm saya jugak..ahaha..amzar and his girlfriend...adeyh...smua tya kn bgf drg ane..ahaha..xp,well smoga bahagia kamu..hehe..xp



this is saiful and his siblings and his friend...yg bju pink 2 saiful 2..mun kn blwn PES agataa patnya..ahaha..handal..p aku burenk dah manang blik2 a2..kmu laa saja g melawan..ahaah...teppauu..



at Saman's house..yg wear bju grey kaa biru 2..ahaaha..yg tangah2..a2 laaa...namanya..saman aka daniel...sapa2 yg suka bceta...bceta laa wif him..sal dr dulu nda pandai abis cetanya..ahaha :P



Yayy!!!!...this is us..me and my baby..ahaha...sama c kiyai and sidah we bgmbr...biar grand cket..ahaha..msane we dumah my baby..beraya...rayaa kan...memanglaa mest beraya pat urg yg tersayang..ambil point laa katakan..ahaha xp..

Have a great time this Raya...my first Raya nada exam...hehehe..n my last Raya as a civilian..thanks for yg memeriahkan suasana raya..esp to my family and my Hazeedah..xp, c kiyai,wafiy,amzar and the others..thank you so much...raya taun dpan g we rock..ahaha..

1st day of raya picture..

Selamat Hari Raya

Assalamualaikum...Raya! Raya! Raya!, hehe...Selamat Hari Raya to all Muslims..sempena hari raya..better post it in malay laa aa...mun namanya raya..ahaha...errr...sempena hari raya ani...saya mengucapkan..(haha..casual bnaaa...xp), Happy Raya to all of you...terutamanya..kepada mama n babah..abg zai,antoy, bg yoi, apis, syabang n syadek, to all my kazen..n all my relative..selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin..mohon ampun sekiranya ada kesilapan dan salah...smoga mendapat berkat di hari yg mulia dan penuh gemilang ini...amin2 ya rabbal alamin..

to my lover..sapa nah..ahaha..to Hazeedah...selamat Hari Raya to you dear..n smoga meriah raya you dis year with your family..our 1st raya together..dun wanna expect more..but..yeah..beraya tni..ayas saja tyaa..ahaha...xp, assignment jgn lupa buat..errr..kasut jgn lupa bli lgi..whaha..apakan..sayang youuu, jgn sedih2 walaupun me kan masuk kandang..heeee..never turn back at you no matter what...raya's hugs...xp,

to all my friends...my bestfriends, my ex classmate,my hostelmate, bhp sja kmu tym raya ane....ada yg busy jua with exam and assignment...jgntaa dbuat..ahaha..beraya taa saja..heee...x), f ada salah ku maafkan..biasalaa manusia ane..f kmu jua mun ada rsa2nya salah pat ku..bektaa minta maaf..xp, keyh..thats all for my Raya Greeting, enjoy your raya everyone!

berlalu laa sudah ramadhan..sebulan berpuasa..tiba syawal kita rayakan...(bernyanyi..ahaha..xp)

Assalmualaikum everyone...happy fasting anyway to all the Muslim. well it's 2 o'clock in the morning..i wonder what time I'm going to sleep..sigh..my eyes still wide open..just fooling around. how's my Ramadhan going so far? well it's better than i thought..alhamdulilah i haven't miss any of it..be proud of myself..x)

well, its been two weeks already..ermm..now I am busy with my family decorating our living room for Raya..feeling of enthusiastic rise in me because this raya we will be celebrating with complete family..oh yeah..my 2nd brother will be back overseas graduating his master course this year..

Whats new for me in this ramadhan. i had my birhtday during the fasting month and its kinda a new for me..but it went well..i remembered on my birthday me and her was waiting a long queue at 'Pasar Gadong' phew..its really test our patience..ahaha..but overall is okay..i have a great time..being with her and later that night..Muiz surprised us with a treat at Mamih and thank you for that..x). i really appreciate it dude..i thought you've forgot my birthday..heee..

*yawn* yes..i am sleepy already..k then see ya next time..posa jangan tak posa..xp, assalmualaikum x)

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